Ecstacy

So last Thursday we had our DAT (Division Achievement Test) and we finished it all in just two hours because the reviewers our teacher gave us turned out exactly the same with the test.So might have chatted up and loitered around and waited five hours before the day ends but fortunately the school guard were friends of one of my classmates and they let us get out.They are so fired if the principal or any other school officer found this blog.Everyone doesnt want to go home yet and wants to hang out somewhere and incidentally my friend is throwing a party.We went to their house in three tricycles and when we got there it was really a part-ey! I mean not the usual party where people would play music and guests are seated in their own chairs singing along then forms a line to the buffet table when its time to eat.Honestly, most of the parties Ive been to were like that,even our schools christmas party,the only thing missing were party hats.But my friends party was different,the first real party Ive been to,the lights were flashing,there're disco lights,the music was pounding and there were my friends.At first,everyone was a little too shy to dance to the music and it was me and my gay boyfriend,Jiemwel, who started the dancing what?can you blame me?Its my dream party! then it became a dance party.Then after all that dancing and partyin' my friend's dad came home from wok and the first thing I thought was we were all dead but the first thing he said was "Kumain na ba kayo?" and then he cooked Adobo for us.Awww.Then we got home just in time without our parents knowing what just happened.Then I'd grin to myself before falling asleep.And yes, Im still ginning as I write this.

So yeah,this post is kinda like a confession but I'll die if I didnt share this experience.

And you wont tell my parents,right? 

.... or would you?

Its February and its all about .. Prom?

Hah! Guess what? I opened my journal again(after a few months)and found my mad money.Ive totally forgotten about it.I hod it in my notebook long time ago and,ta-daa,found it.Its kind of weird,right?Surprised to find money in my notebook that me, myself had planted in this journal.All and all,its just fun to find money you had forgotten.So by the way,its the season of love the perfect season for prom but unfortunately, we dont have prom which is so not cool.Well,I have known it since I transferred in my school,the the school doesnt do proms,and I have eased my sadness/disappointment by thinking my old school will be having a prom.My friends would attend prom and thats enough to feed me.But unfortunately, their school wouldnt do prom this year, and I had eased my sadness/disappointment by thinking its okay,what I like about prom is the party,the dance.Then I'll just become a popular club-goer and be a party animal.. Nah,im just kidding.Well,I was done thinking about this and I was really ready to just let prom go and my sister's bragging stories were a great help.(without her knowing it)Oh and she wasnt really bragging,it just felt like a brag coz I knew from the start that I wouldnt get to attend prom and she did.

 

At first,when she tells me about prom I would just be nodding and laughing while swallowing the lump in my throat.There was pure jealousy,but as the days gone by I was somehow accepting it.From getting almost teary-eyed to slowly letting it go.Then something had hit me,after watching this trailer in youtube,what movie?Well none other than prom.

 

Actually,it was the comments of people sharing their own memorable time during their prom.Its nice that these people still cherish their prom memories,after all the years.Now there's a part of me that wants to go to prom and all the blame goes here.Prom really is a bad-ass time of our lives.